Your fault!
Thursday 1427
I was supposed to wear this every Wednesday and I intended to wear it yesterday.
But the detachable buttons I removed when putting this uniform in the washing machine were no where to be found.
I searched high and low for them but nada.
And because of that, I was late for school.
I was furious with myself and blame the buttons; bad timing for hide-and-seek.
Upon reaching my desk at work, I saw a relief class note.
Someone’s away again today, I thought.
Blame the sports events being held almost every day lately.
Then, came a colleague handing me another relief class note.
“Why do I get TWO today? So unfair!”
“I’m so gonna see the person in-charge!”
Before I made my way to the head’s office, my colleague pointed at the name printed on the relief class note I had received earlier.
“Owhhh…not my name,” I retreat in embarrassment.
Someone had wrongly put the first note on my desk.
“Sudahlah cuaca panas, tadi pagi lagi saya panas..kalau kena relief dua kali lagi…tambah panas lah saya,” I mumbled to myself.
Yeah, yeah…blame the weather.
It’s easy to blame on things other than yourself, isn’t it?
Even after you have told yourself zillion times that it is your own fault that you couldn’t find the buttons.
Or, that you were late for work because the missing buttons were supposed to be searched days before you needed them.
Or, that you have carelessly forgotten to read the name on the relief note and thought someone was being unfair with you.
So easy.
Just like blaming the El-Nino for the current dry spell that hit almost everywhere in Malaysia the past few weeks.
Dunno how long the grass will remain green with the on going hot weather.
Well, that’s just me.
I just hope I do not become like some people who blame other people for what they did wrong, causing harm to other people’s mind and soul.
Without investigating.
Or at least ask.
Again, that’s just me.
Something to ponder on this scorching hot weather.
PS: This is not an entry to hit on anyone. Just something I observed and would love to reflect.
Until next post!
*hugs*
LJ said,
March 4, 2010 @ 2:48 pm
hola Kay..
sigu PBSM plak dia ni.. hehehehhe..
WAJIB pakai tu every Wednesdays.
i every Weds bleh buat road block oo.. hihihihi
cni hazy da.. mo pakai mask da g skol.
No lah, I am not assigned to any UBF this year.
Tapi since wajib kan pakai, and ngam2 dulu di maktab I was with PBSM…so ini ja lah baju UBF yg sia ada.
here also hazy bah.
early morning nmpak mcm byk fog, tapi yg heran tidak pula sejuk…fanas gila babas ni…
Massy said,
March 4, 2010 @ 3:07 pm
Oh gawd, I can’t agree more about the weather, it’s so hot that it’s not farnie. Setengah mati aku jog hari hari coz sore throat and since I have this 2 round limit, macam kena reduce because of that. Sandi oh. And to make things worst, my fren told me it’s gonna go on sampai end month. Pingsan la se.
Yeap, the news said it will continue till end of the month. Thats still about a month to go man!
jacq teo said,
March 4, 2010 @ 8:20 pm
massy, i agree!
it’s so damn hot and humid.
oh ya,
kalo nda silap..ada kwn2 sa frm gaya b’praktikum sana sikul ko
Heh? Your friends kah dorang tu. Hmmm…. I only remember two names out of four of them. Judith (or is it Edith) and Wong something2.
Noy said,
March 4, 2010 @ 8:27 pm
hi Carol,
sa pun slalu kena bagi relief class ni…sampaikan 2 kelas g kena relief.i dont mind jg la sbb now pun, dorang berabis ganti sa time sa busy d padang.. hehe tapi sometimes tu hot jg la…but have to enter the classes jg.takut2 nnati PK meronda masa tu, kena panggil masuk bilik g hehe…
ps: ko PBSM? Good! im thinking of wearing the PBSM uniform tapi blm p buat g hehe
kalau ngam2 byk free time, ndak juga lah mo complain2 cos len kali kalu sa sendiri pigi kusus kah apa, others will masuk my class also kan. But if ngam2 byk periods trus sana lah juga kena kasi relief class…biarpun satu ja…ada juga rasa macm mo panas. but of course, so far teda hal mcm tu la
sa teda unit beruniform ni tahun. tapi mmg sa ada tu baju pbsm yg dr maktab…so pakai ja lah yg itu every wednesday.
Chris Anthony said,
March 4, 2010 @ 8:54 pm
Oh..everyone must wear the uniform for UBF ka? In my school only the Advisors must wear (every Monday). Which brings to mind perkara menyakitkan hati for me last year.
I was appointed to be one of the teacher-advisor for PBSM. And we must get our own uniform Pegawai PBSM (from our pockets of course!) and it cost me almost RM3++! The thing was, baru tiga kali pakai, they dropped me from being the teacher advisor to be the Trainer for the school’s Elite programme… Huwargh!!!! Geram nya! Can imagine my frustration lah kan…
Oh ya, this year I am almost free from ’sit-in’/relief duties as everyday my own timetable is full. I have the maximum teaching periods here… busy but at least I don’t feel like poking my eyes out like when I’m relieving…LOL!
Supposedly macam itu lah the rules. Wajib pakai uniform.
Wahhh, 300bucks. Mahalnyeee….I remember paying half that price only for my uniform Pegawai. Kesian lah kan you, now the uniform can only jadi perhiasan almari. Oh yes, I can definitely feel your frustration.
Yeah, if pegi relief class normally you dunno what to teach them bah bcos org yg kita ganti tu sometimes bukan ada leave behind their lesson plan. so, ends up duduk buat kerja sendiri and just make sure the class ndak bising ja.
Nadia said,
March 4, 2010 @ 9:10 pm
Yeay… dunnoo why i like this post.. u r so true and agree wif you, cuaca panas trus cepat panas kan.. but nasib sya tetap maintain cool ni kenen, d skul, budak2 mcm sengaja mau kasi naik darah sya, tp in my mind “saya sakit skrg, x larat mo marah,” “puasa2.. month of lent.. sabar2..” …huahua.. dugaaannn… cabaran..
but hey, betul la this one ~ I just hope I do not become like some people who blame other people for what they did wrong, causing harm to other people’s mind and soul.
huahua.. 
Without investigating. Or at least ask. ~ u knw, i just hoping the same too
itu lah bah tu kan nad, time2 skrg lagi yg lent month. menguji kesabaran betul owh…
SJB said,
March 5, 2010 @ 2:52 am
Sometime terfikir juga saya, waktu kami di KK balik balik complain To hot To hot. Sekali balik sini complain juga To cold To cold hahahaha, Macamana lah tu kan ada ada saja.
My hubby hate this too hehehe, just like you. He will say “So unfair2!!”. But what can do, he is the head department there, mesti buat kalau tidak dapat cari orang lain. Kesian.
It’s human nature bah kan SJB, kdg2 tidak tersedar tu pndai mengomplen sendiri. Tapi kan SJB, kalau sia kena kasi choice between staying in cold place and warm weather place…sia pilih yg warm weatherr. sia jenis tidak tahan sejuk. baru angin yg sejuk tapi ada matahari pun sia tia buli tahan.
willie said,
March 5, 2010 @ 6:42 am
Hahahaha…panas panas, isu panas dan cuaca panas…maka bertambahlah panas.
ya bah…panassssssssssssss.
deeLoner said,
March 5, 2010 @ 8:15 am
I like this post of yours. dunno why… yeah, it’s way more convenient to put blame on others rather than admitting that it’s our own fault. But at the end of the day, it’s the inner guilt that counts. that’s what makes a human, well, human..ehe.. full of empathy.
Thanks for liking this post
Nick Phillips said,
March 5, 2010 @ 12:57 pm
It’s so hot here too that I think we’ll be living in a decent soon!
Yalor…if im at home, the only place i wanna be is in the toilet cos the tiles that clad the floor and wall are very much cooling than being inside the bedroom or living room.
Cyril said,
March 5, 2010 @ 2:13 pm
Teachers are cranky people when the weather is hot
I am holding to this mantra now, ‘keep cool, keep cool’…hahaha
mama mia said,
March 5, 2010 @ 4:32 pm
teruk la budak2 & chegu2 sekalian..bersukan time2 panas mcm ni…
What to do la kan mia, sudah kena set calendar skrg ni musim sukan. kalau budak2 ndak berapa rasa lagi tu. cigu2 lah paling terasa especially yg cigu perempuan
jacq teo said,
March 8, 2010 @ 9:28 pm
yeaps. judith and wong sau fun. they were frm mktb kgau. my bf’s batch. then they pindah to gaya.
hmph. lucky. :/